O.k it´s 7.03 am now and I can´t say I have plenty time for writing that post .
But here we go :
This last week and the new following are one of the most stressfull and overplanned weeks of my schoollife .
I mean after Maths , French and German exams this week is even more horrible
Chemistry today Biology tomorrow and Physics (arghhh ) on wednesday .
Man , how should i survive this ?
I worry too much really , I even had a nervous tick for like 2 r 3 days .


But then I decided , the only thing I can do is learn and believe that I´m gonna pass it.
Life is not just school
LIfe is not just being the best
And gaining the best greats
It´s about being happy and enjoying every breath .

SO I decided if I fail I will fail with a smile and Happyness ,
sure i´ll learn more for the next exam but all u have to do is
To live and love every moment of ur life !



There are also 2 Things I quitt now till Purim next week .
It´s another week no Fb and no Mascara .
Sounds a littlestrange i know ,
but I decided that this are addictions
Fb is a super addiction ,
and Mascara too , Because I am the kind of person who has really few and really bright lashes ( I mean for my haircolor)
So that leads to the fact  that I can´t look in the mirror because I´m looking like a half dead ,drug addicted fish
to myself.
And before I end up like all that girlies who can´t even go to the bakery on the other side of the street without putting tons of Make up on .
I´ll have a little break here ;)

So this two things are addictions and I don´t wanna be addicted to anything .
I am free , free like a waterfall .
And I am Rebekka A. I´m neither RebekkaMila Yahuu
or Rebekka with false lashes .
I am me and I love it ;)

I´m runnin out of time so I have to go and daven a little before school ;)
Gonna write more about my super exciting next week later ;)
Wish me luck for this science week .

And don´t forget to put on a smile and be gratefull to the One who will always love and support you .
Baruch Hashem !