Everything I see whenI stop spinning and look out of my window is haze.
Haze , Haze ,Haze wherever i look.
The lanterns on the noisy street that never rests coated warmly in haze.
I lay down in my warm fluffy white bed :warm ,soft , cozy ,nice.
I am alone at home .
All the doors are closed ,all the lights are shut.
Nobody is there , absolute silence.
Silence , silence ,silence and endless haze.
The haze is holding my world it´s holding all the little pieces together that are about to just break down.
I go to sleep : Haze ,in my window ,in my mind .
And I pray that it will stay there forever , so that nobody could see me .
Nobody could see that I am not strong enough .
Please Haze don´t fade.Stay here with me forever ,outside my window.
And let me be inside here the blurry reflection of the moon on the wood on the floor.
Me spinning endless Pirouettes in my room and wherever I go .
Silence is my music , Silence is what never leaves me .
Everybody goes , comes ad goes again .
But please haze don´t go, not again.
My blurry mind spinning , my blurry heart hoping that this pirouette will never end.
And I pray that this one´s gonna last forever.
Oh please don´t let me stop .
Let me just spin , spin spin spin till the worlds end.
Let my world end with the end of the spin .
Then I stop.
and feel my heart race and my throat tighten.
I feel the hot tear on my cheek.
I can´t stop it .
Come back please come back I whisper .
And I just want to spin till the worlds end coated in haze under the blurry reflection of the moon.
Till the worlds end.
Let there be no tomorrow I whisper...
