These days there is so much Happyness around me .
And I am happy I am hyper happy for all that happy people .
But the more people find each other the morei feel lonely .
And i feel like there is missing something.
Sure there are many people now who I am friends with now , but what will be in a half year ?
Will they remember me ?
Will they still talk to me the way they do now ?
I am afraid .
Yes i really am .
All I want is to have people to love and be loved in return and the more I see love
the more I realize that love is all we need
And I just see people fading away from me and for a heart it´s hard to give persons up.
But I think I am strong enough ;)
Everything is for it´s time and HAshem knows how to lead us and what I need.
MAybe i needed this people more a while ago.
I have to be happy for them and yes I am mixed with a little melancholy these days.
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AntwortenLöschenPeople will always love you, it is all about time that changes, trust me. At least Hashem will. Who cares about others while you have Him. And you know you do. He adores you!!!!!!!!!!!
Besrat HAshem i will .
AntwortenLöschenYes there hopefully will always be people who love me ,
but i want that we are friends always , i don´t wanna be a friend for time
Friendship can´t just end .
U remember that?
I know HAshem loves me and i love him more than anything for sure but i think hashem gives us the strenght to love each other and to give attention to each other and not to hurt .
And yes i care about others because a person is can´t be happy without people loving him.